英语军训感言
Class7.WFLS.AmItoolatetosayit’sjustlikeadreamcometrue?
Quitefrankly,militarytrainingistiring.I’vebeentoldamilliontimesabouthowexhaustedIwouldbeassoonasIfinishedthisgruelingtraining,andIdon’thaveanyobjectionaboutthat.However,now,I’vegotanYesandNo!Imean,physically,Yes,Ihavesun-tannedskinrightnowandforthefirsttimeIloathebeingunderthesun.Nottomentionmysorelegsandback.Butthisisjusttheheadsofthecoin.Tails,whichmeansmentally,No!Myinabilitytofindproperwordstoexpressmyfeelingsseemsmoreandmoreoverwhelming.Incredible?Unbelievable?Marvellous?Extremelyimpeccablemaybe?Thesewordsarepaleincomparisontothebigpictureofmyfuturelife.It’slikeunwittingly,youfallinlovewithanewgroupofpeople,youfeelforeverything,youfallforeverything.
Idon’tknowifIambeingsensitivehere.Irememberussprintoutthedoortoassemblebecausewearerunninglate.Irememberuscomplainingaboutthemiserablefoodwhenit’stimeforlunch.Irememberussittingweirdlycomfortableinacooldarkplacewhenotherclassesweresweating.Irememberussharingjaw-droppingdetailsaboutourlivesandfeelconnectedtoothers.Irememberallthosemomentsofraptureandecstasy,allthosesensesofdéjàvu,allthosesmilesofgenuinehappiness.
It’slikesuddenly,Iamnolongeraprosaicgirllivingaplainlife.It’sbeenalongtimesincethelasttimeIdidn’tregardmyselfasacatastrophe.Asalonelyhighway.Thestronghopeforthefuturemademethegirlonfire.AsIspokewithsomefriendsofmypastimesandpassions,wordsofsuchsilkytexturepouredoutfrommysoulwithunparalleledcandorandcadence.Thevoicethatissuedfrommylipswasatoncericher,deeper,strongerthanIhadeverproduced.Itwasasthoughaninnerself,acoreessence,hadbrokenfreeandtakencontrol.Ibrokeoutofmyniche!
Anyway,Ishouldn’tbetooexcitedbecauseit’sjustfivedays.EventhoughIhavealreadyfoundsomefriendswithextraordinarilysimilarinterestsasIdo.EventhoughthisisbreakingnewsformebecauseIenjoyedbeinthistogetherfinally.Eventhoughthewordsofencouragementsfaded,Istillrecallthemfromtimetotimetotasteitalloveragain.IswearI’mnotseveredfromreality.Momentarily,it’sjustimpossibletodescribeallthedetailsthathappenedduring5days.IjustneedtospeakallthesethingsabouthowdelightedIamtobeinthisclassandtrytobeintranquility…
Iamarelativelytotalstrangertomynewschool.Butit’ssuchasensorybombardmentformeeventothinkaboutit.IwannabeapartofsomethingIdon’tknow.Afledgingdragonflyisready.Ibelievethatthemonarchwillbecrowned.Maythebestmanwin!YouaregonnahearClass7ROAR!
Ps.I’dbetterstartpacking…
